I am sure there are many people who can relate to these words of woe. Just so you know my thoughts are not dark like this today. Do you know why? Because Jesus Christ paid for me to be free from the dark and to bask in His Light.
The Forgotten Lover
Tameko Wood, 1999
No one knows what pain lies within me
Tormenting my every hour
Heavy on my chest
It is like a cancer
It has consumed me
Feasting on my flesh
All I know is darkness
Dreary and long are my days
There is no one to understand me
No one to listen
Can a soul take but so much?
Surely the structure weakens
To cave in to disaster
To give in to doom
Happiness escapes me in a single swoop
It leans towards others caressing in its ways
Barren unto me
Tearing at my heart
Some are to suffer
As some are fulfilled
Some are to die
As some are to live
Destiny awaits us
Mine is misery
For life and love toss to and fro
Never to stay always to go
Tameko Wood 6/19/09
My friendship I extend to you is not that of demanding…
It is free of such chains.
My friendship is rare by the world’s standards for it is offered in the spirit of one writer to another.
For within the writing is mirrored the person who gave birth to it.
In the songs of the writer many can learn for he or she teaches.
A songwriter can not create from a blank canvas for it will render nothing.
He reaches down into the depths of his soul to create.
In that… we are alike and I see a kindred spirit.
I may never have the chance to sit with you or come face to face with you again.
But I promise you the rarest, most beautiful friendship anyone can.
Consisting of a love and admiration from a far with never ending prayer.
To ensure you continue in love and never in despair.
A small worth I give compare to what you have given me
A glimpse at True Love and all God intended for it to be.
Justin dude I know you are young and have been on a roller coaster ride but you are no different and no better than a homeless person struggling to survive in God’s eye’s. Who is it that you should you be trying to please and show off for. Get with what is real and that is life long friends and family.
Need a big sister I am here. Just ask Wizard he will tell you I am good as gold. Wizard is my producer. Both William Bell and Wizard worked with me on a CD because I just wanted to have fun creating something. I wasn’t that good and nobody encouraged me to be a heart-throb like you are but at least I have gladness for the people who have helped me. Appreciation for those around me who may or may not like me just because they are human beings.
There are a thousand singers out there that can sing much better than you dude. You happened to be blessed by God for some unknown reason now it is time for you to give back to your maker by making Him proud instead of bringing tears to His eyes. He is weeping now for your lost soul don’t you know you are nothing without God? Do the right thing and be someone God can continue to bless because right now his hand is not on you because you are playing in the Devil’s playground.
Please heed my words the Lord gives and the Lord takes away. If you can’t see you’re on a downhill slippery slope no one can help you but Him Justin. Give the glory to God. It’s time to stop believing you made this happen and start thanking God for lifting you up. I think He may appreciate a song or two from you on forgiveness and thankfulness to the creator. Now I challenge you go write a song about it.
I watched the new “Noah” Trailer today and I was just blown away at Russell Crowe’s phenomenal acting. I thought OMG this is really happening. He made me believe this movie was real. I can’t find the words to express my gratitude for this amazing performer but I hope one day I do get a chance to shake this man’s hand and tell him how much I appreciate his ability to take my mind to places it never imagined it could go.
Each film he is in just gets better and better not to mention he is about the best looking man on the planet well maybe Gerard Butler may have a little competition going on with him but whew hot is hot no denying that, right ladies? They both have an amazing ability to make you believe which on the flip side of that makes them really good ass liars to tell the truth. Think about it… Russell comes in late one night and he was out just hanging out with the fella’s but its his wedding anniversary can you imagine the lie he could pull off to get out of it. He could look that women he married straight in her face and make her believe he had been abducted by aliens. I swear she would believe it! I would believe it and be so happy they brought him back.
Russell Crowe dude you rock if ever you read this I hope it makes your smile buddy because you make my day just watching your craft. I don’t watch a movie to be entertained I watch to see how good the actors are in the film. They have to make me believe it and you do every time, every single time. I just can’ stop gushing about your performances!
Anyway below is the link to the trailer it’s out in March so do yourself a favor and check it out for yourself. I am buying my ticket as soon as the ticket box opens on it. I want to be the first to watch this film. Hey can you buy preview tickets to see when it premieres in Hollywood?
I shouldn’t just be gushing about Russell because the other cast member’s were incredible there is just something in Russell’s cold stare and the way he delivers his lines that I just want to jump up and applaud.